Ehh,
Well its been over a month since my last post, and from pier pressure and shier boredness I have decided it would be in my best interest to write something to help me vent a little. I have been Feeling very good lately but then yesterday I received some news that sort of threw me off Balance. I'm not going to say what right now but in the future it will all come out. The girl I like Began to tell me some stuff about the kid she liked and at this point I must have been hallucinating because I thought it was me, My hopes and dreams were building and building to the point were they were the Highest Buildings in my mind, UNfotunately the foundation sucked and my Hopes and dreams crumbled, like so many others of there kind, who never really had a chance.
I really want to tell her too, But I know If I were to tell her that it was her, it was always her and I'm guessing it will follow the pattern and be her for quite sometime. She will go with the standard "Oh, I'm sorry connor I like you but not like that. we can still be friends" then I go into one of my weird antisocial naturalistic phases where I only want to be alone in the woods. I don't mind these Phases but its not really that healthy. Considering when I'm in them I would rather talk to myself in the woods then one of my best friends.
In other news school is school friends are friends and Family is family. And I'm still me, a little torn up inside but still Me.



